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Now, I may have only decided to pursue pharmacy in my second year of college, but once I knew what I wanted, I was determined to work as hard as I could to pursue it.

I spent the majority of my weekends studying, even if it meant having to pass up on parties and get-togethers, to earn a 3.8 cumulative GPA. I have a 3.9+ science and math GPA because the only science class I ever got a B in was chemistry my first quarter. UOP's average entering GPA of their class is 3.4. I could have slacked off a bit, earned a few more Bs, done more of the things I wanted, and it wouldn't have mattered because I didn't get in anyway.

I applied to over 30 jobs at the beginning of my second year, only to miraculously land a cushy, well-paid lab job at a pharmaceutical company. I worked there for a year until I got laid off, waking up at 8 am 3 or more times a week, scheduling my classes so that they were always after noontime.

I worked at a pharmacy for a year, enduring complaints from customers and insults from co-workers. I thought I would surely get in with my experience, but who was I kidding? So many other people I met had 2, 3, or even 4 years of pharmacy experience.

I worked as a TA, I participated in pharmacy club meetings, I was an officer of VOX, and for what? Of course, I enjoyed all the things that I did, all the people I've met, and all that I've learned, but somehow I thought I'd be good enough, and I wasn't.

Of course, doing all these activities and getting a high GPA doesn't mean I'm entitled to getting in. But I felt like I had the qualifications, the motivation, and the desire to be a pharmacist, and I felt like I expressed it clearly. I wish I could have done better, but how?

Granted, this could be because I didn't wait longer to apply. I mean, I only had three years to do all these activities, while other applicants waited a few more years to do more. Maybe if I had taken a year off, I could have gotten into UOP, or even UCSF. Instead, I feel lost.

Is it going to be worth it to take a year off and reapply for a school that was my top choice? Or should I just suck it up and go to Touro? Touro is accredited and close to home. The faculty that I met were very nice and welcoming. All that really matters is that I'll get a Pharm.D. My dad already paid the 2,000 deposit but he said if I decided not to go there it would be okay. I have no idea what else to say.

Thought I would post some recent pictures of my birds. Zoot has just finished his first big molt, and looks all grown up. He also has stopped hating me and biting, which is something he started doing suddenly when the molt started, so that's good. I was a little worried it wasn't just temporary...but he is doing well now, so friendly, his funny little self...and so pretty if i do say so myself!



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Also, has anyone on this community bought the "tidy seed no mess bird feeder"? i received an email about it from windy city, and decided against them at first because of the cost, and because i wasn't sure how well they would work in my cage. I went ahead to buy them anyway eventually, so that i might get a break from vacuuming every six minutes (practically). I just put them up about a week ago, it took the birds a few days to adjust. Wednesday wouldn't even go near it for 3 days, i kept another food dish in the cage in case, but removed it for a couple hours at a time daily, and bated the new feeders with millet and nutriberries. eventually she figured it out, and they seem quite happy with them. Just wondering if other people have used these or are aware of any issues i should be aware of etc. So far my only complaint is that they are kind of hard to fill and to clean.

I love when completely different parts of the same thing pop up; it's like finding a twenty in front of the bank.

I have an icon batch coming soon I promise but I wanted to shamelessly pimp something else :P


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11.15.09 SBS Inkigayo
Wedding Dress Performance
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OOOH!! OH MAI SEXXAY BOI!!! In that MJ jacket looking all freaking sexyyy!! AHH! I LOVE IT! Someone please stop me from falling in love with this boy, Baby is already too much for me XPPP then he started singing with that seductive voice of his.... oh god...

The dancers... all in sync... with the choreo... to die for~ i love the symetrical-ness of this dance haha look at them steps... XD... i'm in love.

Oh! and there's the couple dance that a certain superman love so much hahaha sexxxayyy....

I freaking love everything man.... the only way this could be more awesome is he ripped off all his clothes and bring out some water and a bed..... HAHAHA >____< he makes me say stuff like this... oh god!

Bae even performed Where U At!!! whooo~~ all in white, looking freaking sexxxayy.. nosebleed..... gah~

11.15.09 SBS Inkigayo
You and I Performance
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Her energy onstage is much better than last week, I think since she was so disappointed in herself last time, she came on stage today with a positive mindset and I can really see that in her eyes.

They cut the dance this week, maybe they think it didn't quite belong there, I don't know how I feel about that, since I kinda liked the couple dance.... it was sexxxayy hahah

but this performance is cool too, one tiny girl on a huge stage, seems empty but her powerful voice filled it up all the way :)

double feature in honor of v's latest return to the homeland:
can't get you out of my head: [telephone, gaga + bey]
ty kahlil, this song is so amazing: [back words, jojo]